again

i waited.

stupidly.

in vain.

again.

God of all

a story told by my principal:

there was this teacher who taught in a primary3 class.
one day, she told her class to close their eyes and pray.
as kids, they prayed for candies!
when they opened their eyes, they saw no candy.
now, the teacher told them to class their eyes again.
this time, instead of praying to God, 'pray' to the teacher.
once again, they 'prayed' for candies.
this time, when they opened their eyes, candies appeared on their tables.

morale of the story?
directly quoted from mr koh, "teachers are god."

what rubbish.
he also said teachers are angels sent by God.
that sounded better.

there's only one God.
the God of all living and dead.
the God of all universe.
the God of all creatures.
the God of all.

Praise be to You, O Lord.

God of our father Isreal,

from everlasting to everlasting.

Yours, O Lord, is the greatness and the power

and the glory and the majesty and the splendor,

for everything in heaven and earth is Yours.

Yours, O Lord, is the kingdom;

You are exalted as Head over all.

Wealth and honor come from You;

You are the Ruler of all things.

In Your hands are strength and power

to exalt and give strength to all.

Now, our God, we give You thanks,

and praise Your glorious name.

-1 Chronicles 29:10-13-

Lazarus raised from death

Something’s changed. “I thought I was dead,” Lazarus said.

And through the rock, I heard the of famous of voices.
“Lazarus, Lazarus, come out!”
Lazarus is bounded up.
But the voice said, “Come out!” and Lazarus stands to his feet. And he said, “I heard my saviour, I will come out.”

If my Saviour knocks on the door, then who am I to say death has me bound? Then who am I to say these bandages around me have me bound?

Cos I’m coming out! When I choose to respond to Jesus.

The scent of death is in the air, but suddenly, Lazarus emerges. What was dead, is now alive.
And the crowd begin to cheer and praise Jesus for His glory, for His honour, for His healing, for His abilities.

what now?

thick. dense. is the end in sight?

gimme a break!

do i really feel that way?

do i really need someone to tell me how i feel?

is dearie spot on?

faith

my current life - no life

God, give me the life i need.

only God's is. 'cause the Great I Am says i am.

“Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.” - James 1:21

SHUN's posts today...
i relate to it.
something that's been present.
but i chose to ignore.
nah, God will bring us through.
i know it.
i believe it.
i have faith.

2years.
can't wait.

come home running
His hands are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands

renewed

my favourite day of the week: SATURDAY!

i love saturdays. it's the day that i get to hang out with my eternal family.

there was once in class, the class was like talking about going to korea ELP and it's like late nov to early dec.
wanzi: i can't, i wanna go mission trip with church.
yixuan: like that la! got church friend dont want us already la!!
at that point, i didnt know how to reply. i gave the politically right answer - laughed.

well, know i dare say. the ans is yes. today i shared this with ziyi and serene. they were saying, " of cos! i know my church friends longer than i know my sch friends. it's not surprising that i choose church friends over them. and if any one of my friends dare talk bad about my church friends, i'll get pissed."

yea, that's the attitude i'm lacking. i love my church friends. they my friends that will last. not only this life time, but for eternity, till forever and forever.

went church yesterday for set up, quite okay. hah. just really really worn out from sch.

went church today. was a little late. but i had nothing much to do anyway. went up for media. REGINA was there. yay! crapped with her. then crapped with JAMES CHIA and KENNETH YEO. talked with JIEYING and MICHELLE LEW too. MUEN looks less stress today. =P

and... MY RING IS LOST. (hah! it's okay, dont need feel bad ya, kenneth. =D)

then went for CG. took pics with NUBIAN GENTS AND FEMININE FIRE.(told you guys it was 'fire'! you guys insisted that it's 'five'! =P) took pics at the railway track like the nubian gents one. exciting! then went for BBQ. it was really fun. the talks and all. and i realised i'm so old already! i was one of the pioneers of arhcers 2! so cool! took a lot of pics, all with charlotte. ate a lot. as usual, i dont know how to cook. it was even better when i recieved an unexpected sms. it was great.

went back to church to wait for my sis. but by the time i went back, all the pack up was done already. hee! talked a little with PD, bro tim and the media people.

I LOVE MY MINISTRIES... CELLGROUP AND MEDIA. made really good, nice, godly friends all around. =) i love my eternal family. the place where i grow spiritually and mentally and all.

took the 1st step in rededicating my life today. God, rekindle that fire in me. the way i felt God's holy Presence was really different. it's not those 'woah!' kind of feeling, not those hair-standing, reverent type. it's divine peace that fell upon me. how awesome. i dont want to lose this feeling. the peace, the rest, the quiet-ness my soul felt. it could only me God. powerful. renew-ed.

I LOVE GOD.

just friends

proud to have friends. no special anyone.

i cant understand why some peopl just chose to live their lives in a total mess, where all they can ever think about is guys guys and more guys. it's just so obvious, the insecurity they face. just because they dont know the unconditional love of Jesus. boy do they need Jesus badly. the hurts, the pain, yet, they still chose to continue to indulge in it. it's just irritating to see such stuffs happen in a decaying world. altho sometimes christians too experience such stuffs, but hey, at least they know there's a God who will always love them and they know of the confidence and security they can find in Him(tho there are exceptions too).

it's just fustrating. why cant they just see the love of Jesus? the amazing, greatest love that no human can give? all the do is 'aw... that guy ignored me. where is he when i needed him most?' really feel like knocking some sense into these people's head! guys are not all that impt! there are so much more in life that is. these guys will just disappoint you time and time again. and istead of learing your lesson, you just indulge further in it, hoping the next guy would be different. there is no difference!

the one and only that will never disappoint is Jesus. the one and only who will always be there when you're at your lowest point is Jesus! when will they ever understand that? satan had just blinded them so badly, they feel so good in darkness, they just forget the light they desire. oh man!

oh God, shed light into their lives. they need You badly.
forgive them for they know not what they've done.

you are not alone.

loves

i love my mummy. it's amazing how God brought us through so much till today, we could share so much. it's been long sinced we talked so much, right MUMMY RENEE? it's just amazing. the conflicts we had back in sec2. then God resolved them all. was really looking forward to walking home with you. cos i know i have a lot to tell you. hah! so tempted to tell you stuffs throughout the whole time with you. but hmmm... not really convenient huh. haha. thanks lovely mummy! =D hugs!

most importantly... thank God for placing us together. it's just amazing how God works. =)

got this from luwei:

Watch what God does, and then you do it, like children who learn proper behavior from their parents. Mostly what God does is love you. Keep company with him and learn a life of love. Observe how Christ loved us. His love was not cautious but extravagant. He didn't love in order to get something from us but to give everything of himself to us. Love like that.
Ephesians 5:1-2

random pictures from sch

OOO... SEAN'S BACK! i think... lol! but he's gonna do that almost weekly. nothing new. hee!

feel like taking spastic pictures now! =P probably take some tmr in church! that is if i do remember! =X

RANDOM PICTURES: the 1st few were taken quite some time ago... lol!

starting with... SHING! we were rushing for our lectures.

WINNIE! i have no idea how that happened to her after bio lecture. but she walked looking pathetic from LT3 all the way to canteen. lol! looked so pitiful. everyone stared at her along the way. haha!

BERNIE! we bought 'MAMY POKO' for pw experiment today.

still BERNIE! lol!

front, back! adorable!

disecting the pampers.

figuring out how absorbent it is.

MAMY POKO!

that's cotton from inside the pampers that turns all gel-like when in contact with water. gross!

BERNIE! loves!

LIHUAN! one of my friends whom i love to hang out with in pri sch. =P

WINNIE again... she's just obsessed with the gel-like cotton.

SHAWN and WINNIE! NICHOLAS kinda extra.. =P

them again... OH MAN!

TODAY'S LAM'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM!!

KOKLEONG tried to smuggle milo out of sch. he nearly took the whole tin of biscuits home!!

CHENGYONG! the only person willing to take a pic with me while trying to cover his BIG PIMPLE on his nose. LOL!

WINNIE.... AGAIN! this time with the PLAYFUL UNCLE behind us. haha!

HOOIKIM!

YIXUAN AND SHAWN! MUMMY AND SON! look so cute! =X

RANDOM VIDEOS:

PAMPERS MAGIC:

PURE RANDOM:

never alone

no... none of us are ever alone.

in the world's terms, there's definately someone going thru the same stuffs. or maybe something worse.

that's true of cos. but there's is one more. DEFINATELY there, went thru so much more than we can imagine. non other than Jesus. He's the Son of King. in other words Prince. Prince of the WORLD... THE WORLD. high above every single one of us. yet humbled Himself so much, He suffered for us.

it's such a BIG thing if some big shot president or prime minister stands up for his people. call his people his friends. get to know them, every single one by name and love them. went thru all the presecutions and sufferings and pains and ultimately die for them. how cool. i'll be so honoured if that happened to me.

well, this is even better. the King of kings! the King over all universe. the One who created the heavens and the earth. the One who created you and me. He came down, He called us His friends, He knows every single one of us by name and loves us. He went thru all the presecutions and sufferings and pain and ultimately die for us. greater honour that is. and it's not something that's yet to come, it's something that had already happened!

the way He love us with endless love, unconditional love. it's amazing, it's indescribable.

how can we ever be alone with such awesome God. whether you know Him, trust Him, believe Him, doubt Him, He still loves with unconditional love. we are NEVER ALONE.

Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.

Romans 10:13

verses needed

saw these verses in georgina's blog...

"No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God."
Luke 9:62

"Better a little with righteousness than much gain with injustice."
Proverbs 16:8

"The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still."

Exodus 14:14

"Why should I fear when the bible says God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind."
2 Timothy 1:7

thanks cal dearie for reminding me this...

"No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Romans 8:37-29

changes

she's probably just not needed where she is.
things do change.



i wanna be everything You want me to be; i wanna live my life for You.
counting on God.