NYJC.

woots. finally have the time to slack slack.

last week had 3 days orientation. not bad. fun. hee! 1st day was games in sch, sub combi talk. 2nd day went sentosa, nearly met gid choo. 3rd day was the high-est, craziest day. esp disco night. crazy! mass dance - 30th dance and trad dance, fun fun. hee!

lectures start today. hmm. our timetable quite nice. hee! end early, got enough breaks. hee! i was crazy today. was... randomly went sp with junwen and yizhe for lunch. lol! crazy. but i felt really uncomfortable later, so became kinda emo. stomach upset for some reason, but not wanna go toilet kind.

been meeting junwen every morning and going home with him and yizhe everyday. yupp!

junwen dont wanna go back ny after pae. cos of the journey. he rather go jj. hmmm. i kinda think i might be going back. tho elvin had been discouraging me to do so. but i think it's quite okay leh. whatever junwen said makes sense la. if we were to go back after jae, we gotta join a cca, then we'll reach home only at 9+ 10pm after cca. it's crazy. but ziyi and rongjie, they have been doing that. i dont see why not. i rather go a better jc.

but still i wanna go where God wants me to go. is it ny? i'm still praying about it. rah!

so so many changes this year! in church, in sch... God had really add on to me a lot. small group media, sch...

but ny kinda... hmm... the people use phrases like "oh my God", "damn", etc. yuck, but influencing. i gotta really make a stand God. praying hard.

and i really want an answer from Him. is ny part of His plan? i dont wanna miss whatever He has for me. i'm desperate.