radical conference '08

gosh! it was good!

went for the leaders session(it's supposed to be for ministries serving in that event). didnt wanna go. thank God i went. it was really good. the whole this. gosh! every single one message was for me! just pray i'll remember them and keep that momentum going back in school.

woo! media.. hmm. did totally different stuffs. made a little more noise. provided some eye-power. lol!

and deyan went for 2 sessions! uhh, i was a bit afraid to praise and worship in front of him. 'what will he think of me? what will he tell the people in school?' yea, stupid devil. i decided to push those thoughts aside and do what i usually would do. yea, great stuffs just happen when you choose to do things God's way.

woo! and i saw the young-ness in pastor daniel! cool! lol!! =P


honestly, i wanted to be thought as 'the christian girl' in school. then i realised i dont need man to see it, i want to be doing it for God.

PASTOR PRESTON, nono, PASTOR VULTRON talked about bringing the message back to my world. overcoming my condition, overcoming my crowd. but i realised i have not been about to overcome my crowd. i'm just so bothered by 'what will people think'. think of me as 'the christian girl', 'the holy girl', or 'the weird girl'? it's scary.

then he talked about us not fitting in. we're called to be aliens of the world. yea, that's something i've definately forgotten. it's so difficult to not fit in. i'm someone easily influenced. and in JJ, it's not like in FHS, where i could just hang out with a group of godly friends and support one another throughout the week. i have not godly friends in class. and the godly friends around in school, our timetable clashes.

it's gonna be hard keeping that momentum going.

but it's in His freedom that we live. it's in His freedom that i live. God showed me the meaning to this song, this bridge. i'll offer devotion. God, it has gotta be You.