busy weekend

woo! after banni camp, went to church. so scared i was late, plus i gotta teach esther, so cabbed down. loL!

everything was... hmmm... okay at first. then you came, not looking okay. yea, even esther could tell, so i told her to just pray. well, i guess i made you more angry when i made a terrible mistake. it's like fundamental, yet i was too complacent. you got so fed-up and ignored me when i wanted to take over. rah! i was terribly affected. wanted so much to run to the toilet and cry. but cannot, cannot leave esther there alone. rubbish la. i sms-ed you and was ignored again. forget it. it got worse when you took me as invisible, you acted as if telling me you rather do it yourself than let me do. doubt you realised it, but when i cried, it was because of everything that happened. forget it.

lalala~ well, things got better in CG. yea, affected, but didnt wanna let this affect CG, affect small group. rushed off immediately after church to NTU. woohoo! talentime!

dad fetched me to the auditorium and i met zhaomian and my dear dear frens, RADI and KARI! lalala~ during interval, showed radi who deyan is and radi thinks he's good looking? loL! he kinda is la. =p crapped, talked, took pics. then went in for 2nd half. the whole this was okay la. especially when YIHAO sang, it was so beautiful! oh oh! saw camper JOVINSON! lol! fun fun! =p

after that, wanted to wait for dad to fetch me back, then dad suddenly called ask me go eat supper with frens.. lol! rare, 1st time! haha. so i went out with cal, huiting, chengyong, kokleong and edward for supper. met benny, christoper that gang. 1st time so close talk to him? lol! happy happy, we not as paiseh as before already. hee! =D

went out on sun with dajie and her kids. haha. shopped at bugis. seriously tired la. lol!

slept late last night. rah! some people dont need go sch all the way till thurs. slacker! had bannister leaders meeting. crazy la. haha.. that stupid 'exciting exciting' guy again. lol! wanted to go eat steamboat with luwei their gang. rah! fun fun being a banni leader.. lalala~

gotta chiong tutorials, study for math lecture test. suddenly so scared i cant be promoted sia. i screwed up my spa today. sobs!