only God is God

And the pain falls like a curtain

On the things I once called certain

And I have to say the words I fear the most

I just don’t know

And the questions without answers

Come and paralyze the dancer

So I stand here on the stage afraid to move

Afraid to fall, oh, but fall I must

On this truth that my life has been formed from the dust

God is God and I am not

I can only see a part

Of the picture He's painting

God is God and I am man

So I'll never understand it all

For only God is God

And the sky begins to thunder

And I’m filled with awe and wonder

Til the only burning question that remains

Is who am I

Can I form a single mountain

Take the stars in hand and count them

Can I even take a breath without God giving it to me

He is first and last before all that has been

Beyond all that will pass

Oh, how great are the riches

Of His wisdom and knowledge

How unsearchable

For to Him and through Him and from Him are all things

So let us worship before the throne

Of the One who is worthy of worship alone

God Is God by Steven Curtis Chapman

His plans are not totally revealed to us. we only see part of the picture and sometimes, we just choose to disobey, to not do what we're told, just cos we dont know what's waiting for us in the end. stop being so self-centered, looking to only our own interest. God has a far greater plan than what we can see. God just wants the best for us. just do what we're told and in the end, we'll definately gain in unexpected ways.
For only God is God.