lost

gone are the stars, gone are the hearts

i'm lost in my own "land of fear". it's been long sinced i felt this way. in fact, i never felt anything like that before. i need help, God's help.

something scary caused the creation of this "land of fear". i wanna detroy this land. but somehow, i know it's there. i can't close my eyes. everytime i do, images appear. i'm afraid. i'm scared. i dont wanna be alone.

God i desperately need you.