2007

okay, before i begin my post about 2007, let me complain.... I CANT GO TOMORROW'S APPRECIATION DINNER!! ='( yupp.. i'm definately not happy about it. i wanna go i wanna go!

okay, back to the subject: 2007.

2007... it's been a fruitful year. yupp, i've KEPT THE FAITH and i'm gonna continue to keep it. been through a couple of life-changing moments this year.

first, it was SYF, where i chose to honour God and gave up my SYF for God. God didnt fail me and He never will. He softened my teacher's heart, and i ended up going for the competition without proper trainings, and i still got an A1 for CCA. how great is our God!

joined media in april. that is definately life-changing. learnt so much! haha. God definately showed me a lot from this ministry. made lots of nice friends too! hee! and that's where i got my shifu too! =p

the year before, i got 2 discples. and today, i got 4! yupp. and saw 2 of my diciples taking disciples. that's definately encouraging! =D

made some really nice friends in school. yupp! dearie calista and the 4e4 girls. haha. they've been a real blessing! thank God for them!

went through a low period. nearly went MIA and backslided. thank God for the people around me who encouraged me and thank God Himself for sustaining me!

one big big thing i went through... 'O's!! okay, not as big as 'A's and all, but it's still big kay? haha. i know i didnt do well in prelims, but thank God for helping me get 13 points. and definately must thank Him for taking away all stress during the real thing itself. i'm posted to nanyang JC for 1st month. dont feel like going! it's so so far! =(

THANK GOD FOR 2007!!

2008 coming up. it's time to STAND IN THE GAP!!

this is random but i like this phrase from vidas' msn nick - the spaces between my fingers were created so that yours could fill them. ( okay, i edited it myself. hee!! ) i'm not in love ar... it just sound sweet~ hee!

MEERY X'MAS!

MERRY X'MAS!!

lalala~ been out, out and out. haha. 4 days YI-camp, x'mas bash set up, x'mas bash, x'mas eve, x'mas day - been going out. seeing media people almost everyday. lol! esp my shifu! saw him even yesterday(x'mas eve). blah!

went out for media outing, or rather gathering today. haha. nono, went for followup first. it was ok la. as usual, i argued with daddy gid a lot. hee!

then rushed over to vivo. so nice of them to wait for me to say grace. hee! ate at marche. lol! only drank root beer, 'cause i really have no appetite. hee! then hung around. wanted to watch a movie but too many people. ate ben&jerry's. went to the pet shop thingy. haha. the dogs are so super cute!! if not 'cause my mum dont like dogs, i'd be having one now. hee! i like american cocker spainel and collie! hee!

then went over to muen's house. wanted to go settler's cafe at first. haha. but ended up at muen's house watching criminal minds, munching on turkey, ham and curry!! woots!! muen's grandma cooks really nice curry! =D

then weiqiang sent me back! hee! actually wanted to go west mall with huat. but then he said they going to play bball. so forget it. lol! i'm like so tired already. hee!

ending here, gotta spend time with family ya. hee! tmr's back to contacting disciples, etc. haha!

adious! MERRY X'MAS!

christmas bash 2007

it's been a long day. woke up early to have breakfast with huat, liyuan, jieying, regina and michlo. went home. play guitar with sis. then went out to meet ziyi and jac. then went for media.

anyway the main point is GOD.

God made this christmas really special. my parents came. although it was the ending part, i know God had been and will be working in their hearts. evan rededicated her life to God. jia hong came to the Lord. chongxiang, wenbin and troy all managed to turn up for the event. i was so touched at the stuffs God did, i cried.

God's just awesome. the way He works is amazing.

really wanna thank a whole lot other people for making such a nice christmas possible.
parents, cellgroup, media, huat, rebecca, jac, seanlow, kenni, wenbin, chongxiang, troy, etc.

most of all, i wanna thank God!

YI camp - stand in the gap

STAND IN THE GAP!

this camp was amazing. saw how God added onto me in different ways. totally different from last year.

God had been, has been and will be so good.

i'm too tired to elaborate. gotta go set up at je complex tmr.

mission trip 2007

boo! i'm back! how cool!

nongkhai is totally different from roiet! tougher. fun-ner. really got to see how tensed the spiritual battle is. scary.

we survived 9 days without probs bag. and elvin survived 9 days without his bible. lol! but we found his bible and the probs bag after 9 days. how ironic.

the healings and salvations were amazing. i, with my very own eyes, saw how the crippled walk, the sick healed and a guy who couldn't lift his arm at all now able to move like a normal person. all 'cause God's healing hands were upon them.

praise be to God.

learnt a couple of thai. hmmm.. was more passionate about learning thai compared to last year.

uhh. kinda quiet this mt. i have no idea why. seriously. there's nothing wrong with me. probably just dont feel like talking much? frankly, i have no idea. but serene also realised i've been quite quiet. it's my nature? lol!

one thing i learnt-no to be fussy. stop complaining.

now, back. relax for a day and i got super lot stuffs to settle. cg account have super lot work waiting for me. lazy. tired. this sat still got meeting. 9am. crazy. harly have enough rest. gosh!

the mission work does not stop here. gotta bring back the attitude and passion.

it's a spiritual battle everywhere.

mission trip 2007

did i mention elvin's my team leader again?

tomorrow's the day!! lol! and i wont be back until 5dec(wed)! MISS ME!!

i'm kinda excited. only started packing yesterday. gosh, will i miss out something?

i gotta admit, i'm kinda scared la, especially when kenni's my ATL. he's fun, but strict too. now, i'm super scared of accidentally doing the wrong stuffs. but kenni's actually quite nice? i forgot to bring offering bags and i thought i'm like so dead, but kenni didnt say anything. phew!

9 days later, i'll be bloggin my testimonies! woots! cant wait to see God work! =D

yupps! i'll spend the rest of the night preparing my heart for the coming 9 days!

God, empower me!

thank You God

thank God for bringing me through this day.

i was super scared to go for training today. but God blessed me. i hung on to His promises and indeed He was there for me.

everything was ok. until the skits part where i got really scared again. but as much as i think i didn't do well, there were no comments for anyone.

thank God for calista, anonymous, serene and sheena for the encouragements.

the attacks begins

i'm discouraged.

sister(wanlin): jie, you know what? i'm involved in practically every skit!
me: you know what? i'm not involved in practically every skit.

besides that, today's projection was a mess.

then elvin pulled me to one side to tell me to interact more with other team members other than just serene.

i wasn't feeling okay. elvin just made it worse.

suddenly, i kinda dont quite like the thought of going for trainings.

i'll be praying no team members, especially elvin, sees this post. i just wanna vent my feelings.

please dont come and irritate me with the "pray against it", "why are you feeling that way" craps. i dont want to end up talking on the phone with elvin or having him pull me aside to talk to me.

i know fairly well it's attacks. it's the devil's attacks. just let me be and pray for me. that's all i need. i'll be praying myself. i wont let it affect my performances in the team and all. i know what i'm gonna have to do and i'm gonna do it. i'm gonna interact, i'm gonna give my best. i'm still gonna do it.

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME BE.

mission trip training

blah! i didnt realise how near mission trip is until i saw serene's blog! 6 more days? that's like less than a week! i'm like so not prepared for it. it feels like i still have 2 more weeks before mt! =p

yesterday was my 1st training! seriously, i expected myself to be shy and quiet. i end up talking so much... and kena bullied again. lol! main reason due to me being in same team with serene, gid and elvin again. lol! hmm.. i think i gotta talk more with huiwen and xiaoye. yupp.. i didnt talk much to them. haha. fun fun. and i managed to catch up! mainly due to most stuffs i learnt before last year. haha. lalala~

mission mission missions. lalala~ wonder what God has placed in store for me! i'm lovin' it.

ohhh.. i submitted my pae(1month JC thingy) form! woots!! 13 dec- the day the results of application will be announced!!

in anticipation!

holidays!

yo yo yo!! i'm back!! feels good to be home.

O'S IS OFFICIALLY OVER 1 WEEK AGO!!
time to go crazy and party! but God will still be in the centre. hee!

gosh! i missed so so many trainings! hope i can fit well with team? we going NONG KAI!

taiwan's like super fun. haha.. shopping!! bought many stuffs sia. and the food are yummy. had a crazy time with my family and cousin. lol. will post some pics next time. hee!

i'm going 1month JC! but i like dont know which to choose? i got 12 choices and i'm supposed to fill them all up? and the cut offs are like so low!! i'm only qualified for v little jCs. sian-ed. but i'm excited! i dont know why. i only have 3 days to submit the application. blah. and i'm like super indecisive! how? God, how? lol.

got training tomorrow. excited!! lol. cos i've not been to any trainings before nia. i a bit scared scared. but i know God has a plan.

I CHOOSE TO TRUST YOU, GOD.

saturday! =D

it's another sat!!

sats are forever like the bestest, fun-est, enthu-est day of the week.

and today, I ACKNOWLEDGED 2 PAPAS!! lol!! i shall rephrase, I ACKNOWLEDGED 2 DADDYS!! cos papa reminds me of media stuffs. haha. that which i screwed and became the joke. lol!

daddy SEAN LOW and daddy GIDEON CHOO!!!
sean's nice enough to acknowledge me. he even gave me his atm card and his PIN to like draw money? loL! dont know that card is real or fake, dont know inside got money one not. lol!
gid's the devil!! he wont acknowlege me la!!
now all that i'm lacking is my mummys! actually, i know daddy sean's 'wife' and daddy gid's 'wife' la. but can't go up to them and call them mummy. too weird. LOL!

oh oh! zhiyu joined gid's daddy gang! and joel formed the new mummy gang! yupps, pricillia calls zhiyu daddy and joel mummy. how sick? and i became the innocent mummy?? nono!! i'm too young to be mummy! and gid's my dad!! haha.

now the media joke. muen and kenneth gave us the MOTOROLA GP328 workshop. haha! it's a walkie la. i dont even think i'll use much of it? haha.
"roger!"
dots! muen gave us tasks and we're like supposed to communicated through the comm set. i think i failed. i teamed with michlo. haha. and i was blur. they asked me for sis wanping's license plate? firstly, i dont even know what's a license plate. just say car plate number la! loL! and i forgot what does "K" represent. so i thought about it for like super long and was erm-ing away on the comm set then i suddenly send over a "KILO". lol! i think muen and kenneth were like laughing away? haha. i know junze and zhaolun were. zhenke was made to count fishes! haha. and during debrief he was like asking "why do i have to count fish? i dont know the black one counted as big fish not. later count fish again ar?" -.-

muen made us strip and assemble the comm set. he did radio check with me and i like totally forgot what's radio check. so i answered some funny answer like "roger", "send". lol! we were even made to take theory test? out of 20 marks? i think i'm gonna fail. lol!! oh ya, and why do the word 'papa' remind me of media? cos we 'papa' represents 'P' in air language or whatever you call that. lol!

i'm from YANKEE INDIA media of CHARLIE OSCAR SEIRRA BRAVO TANGO! (definately, i referred to my notebook. hee!)

bespectacled

blah! got fustrated today. sis dont know how to plan time, cg peeps discouraging me to go poly. I WANNA GO POLY! but of cos, more importantly, i wanna go where God wants me to go. i once thought God want me go ACJC. then after some thinking, i decided i wanna go poly. then today, gid asked me to go ACJC. God, are you trying to tell me something? when i went down to taka, i met my uncle who works as a lecturer in SP. he also asked me to go JC. somehow, while talking to that uncle, i felt the assurance that going JC ain't that bad. i dont know la. i'll just go wherever God wants me to go.

anyways, i got my new specs!! althought it's like a little big and funky. i think i look smart in it! here it is! =D

cant't see clearly? here's a better pic. that's me wearing my new specs! woots! =D

jersey

it was pure coincidence that i got no. 16. lol. gotta thank ht, cal, michng they all, go all the way down to get this done for us. =D thanks!

love for granted

thank God for sending luwei and sanjie to encourage me.

maybe luwei's right. i did take the love around me for granted. luwei, you made my night. =)

Jesus, teach me how to love like You have love me. show me the love around me.

discontentments

The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him." - Genesis 2:18.
"I will make a ezer kenegdo for him."(altered)
not that i altered the bible. that's what God meant. He made girls, women, ezer kenegdo for man. ezer meant help, lifesaver. kenegdo meant along side. girls, women are meant to be a help, a lifesaver alongside with men.
but there are men, especially non-christians dont realise that. they take their ezer kenegdo for granted.
i always thought he was the good guy. she was the one who did not give peace a chance. as time goes by, i realised, she was just being his ezer kenegdo. he took his ezer kenegdo for granted. she is the good guy. he is the one who did not give peace a chance.
of cos, there are girls, women who dont realise their roles as an ezer kenegdo and took their guy as their ezer kenegdo. that's so wrong. (get it, sanjie aka jasmine? =p)

today's paper was a mess. i didnt finish it. i'm so dead. my only humans.

i kinda saw that coming too. it's been a quite a long while sinced i walked alone. yup. did that today. dont wish to elaborate.

at the bus stop, i was full of discontentment. i was praying. God answered. God sent weng khuen. he did nothing. he walked past. he smile, i smile. and he made my day. maybe that's juat what i needed. a smile. nothing else said. just a smile. God knew what i need most. thank You God.

bio paper later. just pray God will be with me. i'm totally confident-less.

prom NOT

blah! i just forked out 50 bucks from my own pocket to pay my mum for prom. why?

not cos i'm going, cos i'm NOT going. lol. yup. prom thing is like so long le, but my money.... and i'm still like supposed to save up for mission trip pocket money, jersey with the girls. i'm broke.

it's like so irritating la. prom clash with YI camp. i paid full amount! and i'm unable to get them back cos it's non-refundable. -.- craps. lol. sinced i've decided that God's more important, i shall just stand by my stand.

i need to study!! SELF-CONTROL! i've been whining a lot about that recently. but never been able to do that. hee!

adios!

random-ness.

i can't help it! i'm just so tempted to blog. rah!

lalala~ i'm only left with my chem, phy and bio p1(mcq) and ss and bio p2. can't wait for everything to be over!!

then it'll be mission training!! yipee!

then i'll be going off to taiwan.. hmm.. not really excited about that. firstly, can't celebrate with friends the end of o's. secondly, it feels weird visiting my uncle there la. yupp, i currently have an uncle in taiwan. thirdly, i'll be missing 1 week of church and 2 trainings and 1 fund raising! =( (gideon, joel, i know you're happy about that. =p)

that's like so sad. blah. i really love archers! i really do! last night joel called to ask me for mt stuffs and tried to prank me. HE WANNA BRING ME TO MALAYSIA! lol! that's a joke la. hee! anyways, after that, i just thought about it. hmm. if i were to leave cg right now, i'll be so missing them. it's like we've bonded so well la. i'll miss my small group, the leaders, my diciples, my disipler and JOEL AND GIDEON'S BULLYINGS(i can't believe i said that). lol.

oh! i just realised something! my physical fitness sucks! lol. since pri sch i think i like forever failing, at most bronze? until p6, woots! silver. it's like finally. then sec sch was silver at first. then drop to bronze. and finally, my last year of sec sch, i got a gold! loL! yupp, my physical fitness sucks!

media.

woots! media sound so fun this november.. but sound really busy too.. haha.. woots! so many events, activities, new people joining us.. lalala~ exciting!! hee!! if like possible, i'll paste the whole of muen's email here! but dont know which can say which cannot... or maybe all also cannot say... or maybe all also can say... -.-" blah!

yupp.. instead of going off to pia ss, i'm still online.. hey! i was about to go off but zhaolun asked me to help him check media schedule. so, being a really nice and kind person, i helped him! =D lalala. i can't wait for meeting, all the briefing and stuffs. i can't wait to serve!! =D

media media media... before i join, i keep asking myself if this is where God wants me to be. i asked God too. i just wasn't sure. but now, i know this is where God want me to be.

screwed

gosh! i like so need fruit of the spirit-SELF CONTROL!!

ss and bio is like around the corner... tomorrow's phy... and what am doing?? blogging.. -.-

at least i did a sbq today. but not enough sia. what am i supposed to do? there's no way to give ms kwa my essays le. her home comp spoil... so i'm like supposed to hand in whatever essays tomorrow? and i like haven touch phy? blah.

i'm like so screwed.

GOD!! HELP ME!!

diasater

oh craps. i was thinking of deleting the previous post... but the damage is already done. -.- ehh.. dont ask me for that name ar... i regreted putting it up. it's like PAI SEH! -.-

it's weird la.. craps. i wanna announce it, yet i'm paiseh. how contradicting that can be? JUST DONT ASK ME FOR THAT NAME... the reason i put it in blog is cos dont need to say it myself.. you guys can JUST READ IT(it's not like it's not written in my blog.. get it JUNZE?)! and i didnt expect anyone to like visit my blog la. i mean my blog is usually dead. gosh. lol!

this could be advertisment for my blog huh? =p



CASPER THE FRIENDLY GHOST IS SO CUTE LA!
that's random...

shh...

lalala~

so bored!!

oh oh!! got something to say!!

you know i actually have a english name?? haha.. yupp.. got an urge to blurt this out after seeing xx and cal's blog. haha. joker.. =D

make a guess?

my mum wanna call me that since birth. but they heard my 5-days-older-than-me cousin also using that name. so end up decided not to have eng name. lol! end up my cousin also not called that name lo. haha.

karmen

this i swear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnqfrsg5BvY

got this from evan's blog. so sweet! =p

phew.

PHEW! finally, a break. lol. hectic week. lalala.

4 papers down, 10 more to go! lol!

really gotta thank God for His grace. today's geog and i got really stressed up last night. thank God i managed to complete the paper God even multipled my time during the exam. haha. God's great! =D what would i do without God this period? not forgetting lovely frens who've been there to encourage me! serene, jaclyn, beca, carrie, kennethyeo, muen, michng, archers and more! oh, and mr chia. lol. yup. God have blessed me with so so much! =D

no paper tomorrow! can finally take a break. haha. but my pia tomorrow le. woots!

media!

read the CREDITS CAREFULLY! =D

graduation`07 (5th oct)

HAPPY GRADUATION!

today only had 3 period of lessons. and the best part is the whole 3 periods is mrchia's. he let us clear classroom, and for the last period, he went off and leave us alone la. lol! there was no teaching. just tonnes of fun and camwhoring. loL!


that's my 2 years irritating, noisy, but undeniably smart partner - DARREN ONG!


my dearies whom i love! radi and evan!

radi, yongmeng, wenbin, evan!

this pic has no me... cos i was the one who took the pic for them! =p but it's one memerable pic la.

xiang yi and ruying! the 2 seems-quiet-but-real-noisy-in-actual-fact girls! =D

yenyee, ruying, corina, xiangyi, jiamin!

chong wai's xiaowen! =D

chongxiang, khairiyah, corina, radi!

that's pamela! =D

my ahma(doreen) and tai tai ma(hooikim)! how fortunate am i. =p

that's the big purple ant who think she's well, BIG! right shing? =p

cynthia! =D

yiling and liling. hee!

love this pic. cute. haha. helena, fiona and evan!

zhaomian and corina!

that's kenneth and boonsiong!

lightning mama(yueyin) and my erzi(cz)!

yupp, that's my erzi! lol!

xincheng! lol! the joker whose laughter will never be forgotten - benjamin! =D

chongxiang!

that's mine(green) and desmond's watch(gray)! lol!mummy dear!calista dearie! =Djacquelin! =Dus again! cal, huiting, evan! =Dprisch-mate, aaron! 2c dearies! grace aka oba, khailoon, huishi! 2c-mate. serene! =Dbeloved diona aka donut and tzuhsuan aka my nuer! =Dmy bro, jerrold!2c guys! junjie, jonathan lum, kendrik, edward, adrian. what's kokleong doing? loL!

CLASS SCANDALS!! cz and fiona!darren and corina!yongmeng and shing!

wenbin and evan!baby pics! wenbin(the one with largest head), evan(the 2nd largest) and radi(the smallest)! look like some happy baby family huh? =p

lalala~ after all the craziness and all, it was concert time. haha. funny funny. didnt cry. but sure gonna miss them super lots. mrloh, mrchia and mrsyou treated us donuts! yum!

my beloved teachers! "if life was like a bus ride, this is the stop where the teachers alight." sobs! madam siti(EG)!

mr chia(math)!

mr loh(phy cum form)!letters from 4E3 to teachers. =D

that's yongmeng being tossed into the air!

that's mr loh being tossed into the air!

it was the last time we sat in the same classroom for lesson. =(

after that, went to je pizza hut to makan with cynthia, yueyin, corina, shing, joc and her sis. but joc ans sis left first. lol.

that's us trying to deco the neoprints we took!

the cutting and sorting out....

THE END PRODUCTS!

4E3
yup, 4e3... 2 years... okay, i'm not close with them. since sec 3 i've been in church. and i kinda hung out with church mates more. like giving up SYF for church. ya... my class is a really fun bunch of people. the sad thing is i'm not close to this bunch. even in sec 4, i chose to hang out with cal, etc. but really.... 4E3 ROCKS! when everything are so normal,i took things for granted. till like when it's time to say "goodbye", then i realise how much i actually love them. rah! gonna miss them so so much. it's no longer gonna be the same.

no kk going "mr loh so skinny". no darren's "she's so chio". no more craps. lesser "you mian gan". no more mr loh's "curses". no more mr chia's "magics". no more, no more...

but really gotta thank God for them. God used them to change my life in ways only God and i know. =D

ONCE AGAIN, 4E3 ROCKS!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!