are you ready to die for your faith?

yes, there's like so so many meaningful videos in godtube. yup. and this one's recommended by mich ng. lol.

am i ready?

my one and only

saw the video from cal's blog in godtube.



it captured me. especially when God sacrificed Himself just to set me free. man! that was powerful. powerful love. at that moment, i'm like so touch. His love set me free once again. when lies from the devil began to cloud my mind, His love shot through and brought me back. i'm so unworthy, yet He chose to do it. no, never will i find such strong, such powerful love. He's the one and only.

my one and only.

how nice the world may seem. how shiok sins may feel. it's with my one and only God where my heart is totally filled. it's with Him where i'm whole again, where there's life once again.

my heart really goes out to those. hidden in the dark. enjoying the darkness, not knowing that there's someone, someone else who really love them, who really cares for them. the world long to capture them. but like in the skit, God interrupted. He came between sin and man. He rather the world 'attack' Him, then let us suffer. He came forward to protect us, to bring us back to Him once again.

how wonderful is He.

shopping!!!

rah! i'm officially addicted to shopping! all thanks to SERENE WONG, CALISTA CHUA and MICHELLE NG!

went shopping! again! where? bugis! again! lol. the best thing is both time i'm not prepared to shop!! which means, i see lots of stuffs, but didnt bring money. -.- blah!

lol!! huan!! after o's!! i can't wait. hee!
thanks carrie, jingwen, priscilla, eunice and sylvester for dropping by!!
thanks, serene for all your many encouragements!! we'll jiayou together and bring God glory!! =D
yea, and thanks, luwei for your many many encouragements too!! lol! you're a nice bro la! =)

oh oh! it's like a month late, but i really wanna thank those who remembered my birthday!! archers-the wonderful, dirty, yucky celebration. i was touched really. and the gift!
beca, jac, ziyi, luwei, zhiyu, yewi, thanks for the presents!
cal, ht, evan, michng, baby, huishi, jacq-thanks for the mini celebration!
joc, cor, pam, doreen, hooikim, wanlin, kendrik, jj, radi, yongmeng, cz, cx, wenbin- thanks for the lovely presents!!
joanna, joyce-thanks for the mini celebration too!
and thanks everyone else for the sms-es, and gifts if i missed out any. =D really appreciate it lots!

despo for wisdom

blah. i'm demoralised by my prelims! i flunk my both math big time!
emath-didnt have enough sleep, couldnt do paper well
amath-p1 was ok. p2 was killer

sobs! there goes my 10pt. i'll get estimately 20 this time? praying for a 15 and below right now. it's like still way below my expactation. but what can i do if i didnt study well? there goes my 3 month jc. yea.

but thank God for beca and serene. both encouraged me. hmm. it's only prelims. it's only 3 months jc. the real thing is what really matters. ya, and serene shared with me about daryl's experience? hmm. next week, results are gonna be out. fearful. as much as i shouldn't be sad and all, i'm still human.

let go, let God.

despo for wisdom. God help me!

blinded

prelims are like still going but tomorrow no papers. and my comp is finally fixed!

hmm. really cant stand it. the 5 mystical trees are like so near my place. and the news on the papers are like so disturbing. the 5 funny trees that have funny images actually attracted more than 500 people!! 500! that's like equal to 1 YI service. what's wrong with these people?? it's just trees! with a little imagination and observation, you'll find an image on every tree in Singapore! it's nature, yet they make a big fuss out of it. what's wrong man? i just get kinda angry knowing people rather worship some tree god thingy than hear the truth. even the papers say, people who believe in such mystical trees are simply ignorant. cant stand it.

what is this world becoming to? talked about the end times with cal and ht today. hmm. scary. i dont want stain my hands with blood of innocent people who have the rights to hear about the good news of Jesus, yet i was the one who deprieved them of that chance. no way. i'm gonna go out there. i dont wanna be held responsible for anyone not shared to. it's just scary. and i dont wanna be separated from people i love for eternity. hmm. and i wonder if i'll be able to hang on through the sufferings that are to come. hmmm...

hmm. found the joy in discipleship once again. esp when i teach my disciples, really feel as if i'm imparting life. that's discipleship, isn't it? lol. yea. it's nice, it's fun, it's refreshing. cos i know i'm doing what God wants me to do. yea. and taken part of their blindfold off? i dont think my blindfold is exactly taken off yet. lol. i mean there are like lots of spiritual stuffs that i still dont know. =)