despo for wisdom

blah. i'm demoralised by my prelims! i flunk my both math big time!
emath-didnt have enough sleep, couldnt do paper well
amath-p1 was ok. p2 was killer

sobs! there goes my 10pt. i'll get estimately 20 this time? praying for a 15 and below right now. it's like still way below my expactation. but what can i do if i didnt study well? there goes my 3 month jc. yea.

but thank God for beca and serene. both encouraged me. hmm. it's only prelims. it's only 3 months jc. the real thing is what really matters. ya, and serene shared with me about daryl's experience? hmm. next week, results are gonna be out. fearful. as much as i shouldn't be sad and all, i'm still human.

let go, let God.

despo for wisdom. God help me!