blinded

prelims are like still going but tomorrow no papers. and my comp is finally fixed!

hmm. really cant stand it. the 5 mystical trees are like so near my place. and the news on the papers are like so disturbing. the 5 funny trees that have funny images actually attracted more than 500 people!! 500! that's like equal to 1 YI service. what's wrong with these people?? it's just trees! with a little imagination and observation, you'll find an image on every tree in Singapore! it's nature, yet they make a big fuss out of it. what's wrong man? i just get kinda angry knowing people rather worship some tree god thingy than hear the truth. even the papers say, people who believe in such mystical trees are simply ignorant. cant stand it.

what is this world becoming to? talked about the end times with cal and ht today. hmm. scary. i dont want stain my hands with blood of innocent people who have the rights to hear about the good news of Jesus, yet i was the one who deprieved them of that chance. no way. i'm gonna go out there. i dont wanna be held responsible for anyone not shared to. it's just scary. and i dont wanna be separated from people i love for eternity. hmm. and i wonder if i'll be able to hang on through the sufferings that are to come. hmmm...

hmm. found the joy in discipleship once again. esp when i teach my disciples, really feel as if i'm imparting life. that's discipleship, isn't it? lol. yea. it's nice, it's fun, it's refreshing. cos i know i'm doing what God wants me to do. yea. and taken part of their blindfold off? i dont think my blindfold is exactly taken off yet. lol. i mean there are like lots of spiritual stuffs that i still dont know. =)