teachers' day 08

a fun teachers day i guess.
i was drunk the whole day, all thanks to last night's 2hours of sleep.

JJ
hah! ma-chiam wedding like that.
i and shing walked the middle aisle like some VIP.
we were in search of an empty table.
end up dom help us find teachers' table.
better still, mdm seetow's like so so near us.

and she biased!! i offered to help her.
then she say winnie more guai!!
LOL!

took pictures, etc.

ian told me got short PnW after celebration.
quite weird.
didnt really wanna go.
but went.
haha. quite good i guess.
i like it, when all of us from different churches, different classes, different walks of life come together for 1 purpose.



FUHUA
went back, the poly people were there since 8am?
crazy.
they're having hols anyway, except for kk.
haha.
went to look for mr loh.
crapped.
then ms joanna chan.
more crap.
i like mr chia, he very funny!

WINNIE SAYS MR CHIA HANDSOME, MR LOH NOT!
but she did add that mr loh's cute... means mr chia not!
CONCLUSION: MR CHIA HANDSOME, MR LOH CUTE.
totally by WINNIE CHOO!

went CU for lunch.
took pictures with shing's camera.
oh man!
gonna have to wait for ages before she'll upload them into her comp. -.-
then went for desert.
crapped some more.
the guys went bowling.
the girls went home.

jocelyn came my place to pass me contact lense case.
i thought i lost mine.
anyway, while packing my bag just now, i found mine. -.-
thanks anyway jocelyn!

had nice chats with these people.
these people are not my usual 'gang', not the people i hang out with.
but today, i realised i do love them too.
they do mean something to me.
they too are people i treasure a lot.
this may see a bit of an exaggeration.
but it's real.
it's true.
wow.


JURONG POINT
went there with kenni, serene, yixuan.
nah, just meet up to catch up and such.
just for fun.
that's what we always do huh.
if everytime we meet has to have a reason, then i guess we'll lose contact with a lot of people.




great day.
great friends.
all thanks to my great God.

used to be-s

it just pains me to see the people i love change so so much.

everything used to be just about God.

these people used to placed God above everything else.

that light used to shine from them.

that light of Jesus, was so bright, captivating, influencial.

now.

things just change.

they were 'used-to-be's.

now different.

i miss you guys.

lesson learnt

yes winnie, you're gonna have to pay for your mrt rides.

made a wasted trip to vivo today.
what can i say?
like huat said, it does happens, do better research before we make such trips next time lo.
tiring.
lesson learnt.

yours at the Brook Besor

yesterday was good.
met jaclyn up for sharing with yixuan.
honestly, during the sharing i was angry.
not with yixuan for not recieving Christ.
but with the devil how he have us blinded.
yixuan is not just another number.
not just another soul.
but my friend.
a friend i love.
that's the key.
i'll be praying.




read this chapter from 'Facing Your Giants'.
this chapter about the Brook Besor.(1 samuel 30:9-10)
David and his men were on their way to defeat their enemy.
their enemy captured all their wives and children.
of course they'll be anxious to save them.
and God promised them victory.
but at Brook Besor, 200 men decided to rest, and asked the rest to go on without them.
yup, the battle was won by David.

imagine that....
the rescued wives will start looking for their husbands.
only to find their husbands resting at Brook Besor.
the rescuers were unwilling to share what they have with those who rested.
it's only fair.

but david dignifies their decision to stay as 'guarding supplies'(1 sam 30:23-24).

it's okay to rest.
Jesus is your david.
He fights when you cannot.
He goes where you cannot.
He is not angry if you sit.
Brook Besor blesses rest.

are you weary? catch your breath.
are you strong? reserve passing judgement on the tired.
chances are you'll need to plop down yourself.
Brook Besor blesses rest.

"Come off by yourself; let's take a break and get a little rest" (Mark 6:31; MSG)

Yours at the Brook Besor,
wanzi

complicated beings

my study partner for like 2 days. lol!

see!! psp and laptops are distractions!!

i'm supposed to be studying. hoho!

humans are just such complicated beings.
God created us to be simple.
when we were kids, we honestly, innocently say 'yes' to what we agree and 'no' to what we dont.
but the devil, our sinful nature has to cloud our minds.
man are no longer as innocent and honest as they are created to be.


take accepting Christ for example.
say 'yes' when you believe, and 'no' when you dont.
there's no need to think of anything else.
cos it ultimately comes down to you and God.
it's God you're acountable to, not your parents.
it's God that we face on judgement day, not our friends.


God, bring me back to who you created me to be.
Your innocent child who believes and loves You with child-like faith.
Your honest child who has nothing to fear but You.
Your righteous child that's accountable to ultimately You.

a random GP lesson

got this from yongqiang's blog. i find it funny.. hee!! all of us sleeping except winnie! it's GP! lol!! yea, i agree with yq, no wonder she has full exemption! but the part about him scoring well... hmm. i shall not tear him down. yup yq, you'll score! =P

finally, a lil more honest

i used to think there was a need for a private blog. i was so afraid of blogging how i really feel up here. honestly, i'm more afraid of the people, leaders, that'll read my blog. it's just plain scary how a leader would come up to me on sat and ask,"why so emo? i read your blog." or how about this,"go see his/her blog. he/she is not doing okay." i dont know if anyone ever said that about me, but definately i've heard of people saying that. since that can happen to someone, why not me? things sometimes become so superficial. am i ready to post the way i did in my private blog. ya, i'm making known i have a private blog, in fact i have 2. is there really such a need. well, i do feel the need to. even who i wanna make known my blog to, i gotta be so so selective. such a hassle. so all here is really just a facade, nothing but a mask for others to see and to make them think i'm doing alright. even while typing this there's a fear. i read sylvester's blog, he made so so many real statements, examples, etc. no, i'm not 'brainwashed' by him. it's just that he made known how many people really feel, but didn't dare to express. that does not exclude me. he's good, real, i like him. after all, i'm still human.

disclaimer: i'm not doing not alright, and i dont like like sylvester.

17th birthday con't con't

okay... 1 week passed and i haven't thank finish. -.-

thanks luwei! yea, risky gift huh. but thanks!

muen for his dinner, rebecca for her yummy icecream treat.

lastly, 08s02. for their card, celebration and all.

thanks thanks thanks!






CAL: we looked distorted! nice! lol!!
SHUN: ya ya... frame it up in your room! i know you're dying to do that. =P
LUWEI: i post about it now!! =P
YQ: my daddy dyed his hair black! or it'll be totally white by now. hee!!
HUAN: yup! surprised ZANE was here! lol! meet up meet up! i miss you guys. =]
SYLVESTER: that explains why i look young too!! =DD
NOAH: yea, study hard ya!! =)

17th birthday and a lil more

luwei, jingwei, muxin, jieying, liyuan, esther came my place to surprise me on sun night! yea, i really got a shock. i was too engrossed in WORK! haha! went to play bball and kena police? haha! but took a couple of pics too! =D joel pop-ed by too, tho he didnt know it was my birthday. thanks guys!

JOEL! =D


the few of us. lol!

my dad tried to smash cake in my face!! i love my daddy! =D

oh oh! dear oba got me a really cute gift. liyuan got me a really meaningful gift. i'm loved!

CAL got a really really funny post for me!! hilarious!

i pon-ed lecture on monday!! not on purpose! really! i was pushed out of the LT by a group of people. haha! funny.

met cal, grace and yvonne today. saw bro rixiang and his gang, and luwei, serene, ann, winnie. bro rx introduced a J2 JJC-ian to me. lol! quite awkward. =P then went for our usual CU dinner. lol! fun! i love them!

lastly... end of with this. it's funny kay! X)
kudos to weishun! grabbed from cal's blog. hee!

17th birthday

birthday is just another day la, no big deal. you dont wait till someone's birthday to show how much you love that person right? lol! it's almost oever anyway. =) just 17. not really a big deal... wait till i'm 18! =P ooo... ya! i can now stay out without the 11pm curfew thing. =] lol!

BIG BIG THANKS...

sms-es from: luwei, benjamin tan, weiqi, vidas(his 17 sms-es nearly hang my hp! lol!), yixuan, bernadette, elysia chen, chongxiang, esther, yvonne, ziyi, ann, baby gektheng, daddy gideon, serene, jonathan lam, rebecca, diona, jocelyn, lichuen, chengyong, zhiyu, wenbin, weishan, huishi, junze, winnie, regina phua, don didi, evan chua, lihuan, yiying, laytheng, edwin, debra, jaclyn, dian, kendrik, kenni, corina.

how about online tags and friendster comments from: vidas, esther, gabriel, ann, jasmine, tyzzyih, jiahong, meimun, weishan, jasmine, tzuhsuan, junwen, muxin, yvonne.

cal dearie, huiting mummy and weiqiang came my place at about 1am to surprise me! lol! kinda exciting huh, sneak out to open door for them in the middle of the night while everyone's asleep. =P bought me 20 piece nuggets in place of a cake. lol! i was surprised, really!

lovely archers came my place this morning. wanna catch me in my sleep? haha! i woke up earlier than they came. and someone revealed a little something to me already... lol! but still, touched!
got special branch made by kenni. i said grace!! so i was okay. haha! it was nice la.

beloved media(specifically regina) tried to whip up something for me. haha! appreciated!! =D i like that big big card. i do i do!

went over to oikos to play after media celebrated. lol! gideon ren, huiting, mich lo, anthony, cal, xavier... loL!

took couple of pics... but all not with me. gotta get them soon! =D

far-sighted!

so looking forward to end of 'A's!!

look far ahead!! but a lil too far!
I'm not even done with my promos. lol!

gonna work as a relief teacher. probably back in fuhua. earn my own money. buy my own stuffs.
gonna get myself...

• a mac book (by then, there will be better ones out already)
• an electric drum set (tho i don't know... i wanna learn! i want my own jam room!)
• camera! thought of a SLR... too pro for me. ha ha!
• probably a new guitar

that's all i can think of for now. hee!

but i doubt the money i earn will be enough for all these.

priority... honour my parents! God!

while praying on sat, i got this...

I'm not gonna baptise unless it's with my family.

till then... I'm gonna live my life not just good at doing christian stuffs, but genuine Christ-like.

fun fun with the ones i love!

thursday
celebrated GABRIEL's birthday. lol!
fun! so many pic and videos
can never get enough of these people.
loves!

birthday boy!

ROSLINE hard at work. loL!

ESTHER leg cramp!!

ESTHER slim!!

LUWEI slim!!

gab's cute lil sis and luwei!

while waiting for the arrival of bday boy. loL!

the retards!! X)

friday

went back fhs.

hah! nice chat with mr loh and mr chia.

miss them so much!

they rock! =)

us who went back.

we got... visitor's pass!!

saturday

hah! fun-filled day. MEDIA RETREAT!

workshop in the morning.

cos i thought it was compulsory! =P

okay, learnt quite a fair bit.

went for service with archers.

then went back for media retreat!

watched a little of NDP parade. no kick compared to olympics opening. haha!

went buddys for dinner. talked talked.

went back church for another workshop.

celebrated timothy's and khoonzheng's birthday. so so funny! timo got so shock he fell! =X

then went for beancurd where me and sabrina hugged tightly.... cos there were cockroaches and rats around!! i'm afraid of these kay! and timo tried to scare me further... -.-

went back church for 'chior boys'. nice! i like! but i fell asleep 30 mins before it ended. cannot tahan already la, really tired. =P

sunday

woke up by drums at 7am!

stoned the whole morning. really tired. hee!

heard vidas, weiqiang and a few others went for LAN in the middle of the night. i wished i was awake!! =P

mac breakfast. then muen's house.

slacked. almost fell asleep there. =)

so so many pictures!! but all with muen... -.- loL! these are the only few i have.

my zi lian MAMA.

spastic TIMO.

ISAAC? L? hahah!

can never get enough of them!

went to morgan's 1st month celebration.

cute babies! =D

my lovely God-given family.

baby joeanne and baby morgan!

morgan was crying. so i cried with him. lol!

another group of people i love. my class.

during civils.

we were blog hopping!

taken one fine day after PC. hah!

for my fellow retardian!

OFFICIALLY 15!!

he thought his birthday was one day after mine!! RETARDED! =P

doing or waiting?

we're only human.
there are ups, there are downs.
it's only normal.
it's what we do about it that counts.
are we gonna just sit and wait?
or are we gonna do something?

it is written, ask and you will recieve.
not sit there and wait and you will recieve.

there are bound to be dry seasons.
the fact that we recognise something's wrong,
the fact that we choose to tell someone about it,
means there's still hope,
means we actually do want a change,
whether we know it or not.
it may be a subconscious thing,
but yes, it's the same.

come on.
get up.
do something.
stop sitting there,
procrastinating.

God's there.
ready to help.
ready to strengthen.
ready to be part of your life.
what are you waiting for?

"The eyes of the Lord search the whole earth in order to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to Him. What a fool you have been!"

-2 Chronicles 16:9